Sometimes you end up in a tricky situation.
It's a kind of situation no one fully understand, except you.
You can explain what happend to anyone without been jugde.
And people will not understand your point of view.
And you stand there helpless and embarressed.

How can you make them understand how you felt and thought of the situation?
You can't.
Only you will, and they will think you're the stupid one.
You know, life sucks pretty hard sometimes..